Tuesday, November 29, 2005
| Your Hidden Talent |
You have the natural talent of rocking the boat, thwarting the system.
And while this may not seem big, it can be.
It's people like you who serve as the catalysts to major cultural changes.
You're just a bit behind the scenes, so no one really notices. |
*~I'm Walking Alone~*11:32 PM
[*a dream that never ends*]
omg.... helping one of my fren ah kuan to post as his gf =.= hehehehe... stupid ah kuan.. a girl wan biao bai to him..then he have to prove to her that he have a gf then he ask mi ><" long time dun have the feeling of having a bf though.. hahaha... heh heh.. for a stupid movie, we went to cineleisure, shaw tower and plaza singapura =.= siao right.. can you imagine the distance.. =.=" my toe got blister liao lor :( then we watched this stupid show "Exorcism of Emily Rose".. not scary at all.. the show is spending most of the time in a court, talking craps... hmmm... went to take pictures before heading for a movie at plaza sing... looks like a couple ma =P hehehe.. ok la.. overall, nice day!! hey kuan, show the pics to the one who wans to biao bai to you ok =P hahaha... i help you liao =D happy bo!! thats all for today.. =)
*~I'm Walking Alone~*10:50 PM
[*a dream that never ends*]
yoyo!! went for a movie today... heh heh... with my fren Ming Xing.. haha.... He is not a star but his parents named him... went JP for a show name : "Sha Po Lang" great show to me =) although very bloody scenes are shown, but very "jing zhang".. hehehe.. thank you Ming Xing for the day ^^ hehe.. make you run from serangoon all the way to west side just for one show =X you said you dun mind.. haha.. bo bian.. met with accident yesterday whole body aching though.. =P
Alright.. went to malaysia for supper with a few frenz... hmm.. had samble sotong, stingray & lady fingers! Nice one =D not bad.. then my fren they all wash car.. then come back home lor.. ><" sianz... on the way in malaysia "tart chia"... going out malaysia also "tart chia".. =.=" but I feel so happy and great today leh =D Becoz at custom, during the queue out of singapore at the check point, a small little boy in a red car smiled at mi =D
then i told my fren:"hey!! he smiled at mi!!" I'm so damn happy.. I turned to look at him again and he waved to mi and smiling!! I'm so happy!! Moving around with joy.. Kept looking at him and he kept waving at mi!! normal reaction is to wave back and smile =D he kept doing that to mi over and over again =D his age is around 6 - 7 years old.. very handsome little kid!! My day was brightened by him =) thank you boy =D MUACKZ!! *shy* hehehe... hopes to see you around at custom again =D hahaha... nitez everyone..
*~I'm Walking Alone~*2:18 AM
[*a dream that never ends*]
Monday, November 28, 2005
Went out for supper to malaysia with my fren Mr "F" to malaysia.. He went to wash car.... Pump petrol then come back singapore liao.. During custom queuing, he got "kissed" by a car from behind.. =.=" impact is great lor.. :( Whole budy aching now.. Now he headache about his body kit but.. nvm!! =P he can have a new one liao!! Yeah ^^ hehe... got the person's contact no. and went back home liao.. :) thats all for tonight.. boring sia.. hehe.. nitez..
*~I'm Walking Alone~*9:04 PM
[*a dream that never ends*]
Sunday, November 27, 2005
Went out for supper last night with Terry and his fren Aaron at bukit timah ><" hen duo ren lor.. then we went for a "see see look look" at Lower Seletar Reservoir.. haha... alot of drivers and bikers gathering :)
While we were chatting happily, heard voices calling after a man, and foots stomping they way all over the place.. guess what... Road March =P hahaha... so cute.. ^^ all of them wearing their stupid caps, holding on to their heavy guns and carrying their ugly savvys =D hehehe... heng girls no need to go NS if not i tell you, I would rather immigrate if i have the money ><"
went back home at around 2.30am.. reached home at about 3am.. My fren Jian Peng called to meet mi with his frenz.. zZzzzZzz... I'm so sleepy :( bo bian lor.. i give face i go.. then we went for billiard at queenstown, name of place : Tampinies Rover's Went to a Sky Garden after poking the balls.. Soooooo tiring ... Eyes closing..
Yet talking about relationships and so on.. talking about age, thinking.. :) Went home in the morning when the sun has already arised but not shorning.. Slept at 8 in the morning & I dreamt of my fren sia =.= I nv think of him or miss him leh.. why i dream of him =.=" eeeeeeee... hahahaha...
Went for lunch at west mall de MOS Burger with Jason.. Then Jian Peng and his "girl" fren joined us.. Then went for a poking session again =.=" Went home ... Not enough slp.. Damn tired.. Fingers off my keyboard liao.. need rest de leh.. Nitez.. =D
*~I'm Walking Alone~*6:21 PM
[*a dream that never ends*]
Saturday, November 26, 2005
wooohoo!! met angela at Westmall yesterday ><" went to buy a pair of heels *not high enough! puke!* and then went for a drink and talk at MOS burger =D wah... talking about her ex and talking about some of my problems too :) *sayang angela~* 2 girls went to KBOX after MOS session =P
Went over to the taxi stand when a guy came after mi and said: "hi, do you find mi familiar? remember me fetching you home a few years back? were you Zhen Ru's fren?" I was like =.=" Who the hell is this man.. Then I recall, this guy whom i met was about 5 years ago and i was like 13? hehehehe... he took my no. Called me to recall everything in the past.. I totally cleared everything =X He said last time we always chat on phone, always go out together.. ><" I got no idea at all sia.. But i recalled this name "Jian Peng" when he told mi... Just that name, nothing else.. =.=' My memories faded.. Old liao =X hehehe... Ok
Then mi and Angela went to KBOX, from 7plus sing untill 1 plus as she left when 2 of my frens came as she left for her fren's birthday celebration.. hehehe... Enjoyed yesterday.. But quite sad though... Sadness was brought up.. ><" Becoz Angela cry and sing at the same time o.O Damn saddening lor.. Haiz.. Disappointed man... Seeing how man treat those who love them.. They will regret =)
Nvm... When they does so, you have already started a new life as i told you ^^ that will help you very much angela.. dun stand down there, move on :) Alright.. Over is over.. I'm going for my supper now.. :( damn hungry.. Bei Bei *wave*
*~I'm Walking Alone~*3:02 PM
[*a dream that never ends*]
Thursday, November 24, 2005
| You Are Likely A Forth Born |
 At your darkest moments, you feel angry.At work and school, you do best when your analyzing.When you love someone, you tend to be very giving.In friendship, you don't take the initiative in reaching out.Your ideal jobs are: factory jobs, comedy, and dentistry.You will leave your mark on the world with your own personal philosophy. |
factory worker ?! Not possible man!! Hmm... now currently at home, on the phone with a guy name "hao lian".. This afternoon, he asked me what did i ate for my lunch.. I told him: "wo chi ni de tou la!! hahaha!!" Then he said: "Chi wo de jiao zhi tou ah?!" Damn lame rite =.=" I was laughing like hell... he is damn funny.. his real name is Ken... thats all for tonight.. oh ya, went out to ktv with some frenz.. sianz.. :( good nite... *huggies everyone*~
*~I'm Walking Alone~*7:00 PM
[*a dream that never ends*]
| Your Hair Should Be White |
 Classy, stylish, and eloquent.You've got a way about you that floors everyone you meet. |
*~I'm Walking Alone~*11:20 AM
[*a dream that never ends*]
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
went for a movie today with a very funny stupid dude.. ><" he is staying at novena. we went to Jurong Point.. So he asked me where to pierce ear hole. then i told him those goldsmith shop.. so we headed there after our show: "Dragon Squad".. Not really that nice to me.. But... My eyes were watery.. control control control..~~ Hehehe..
he kept asking the one who is doing the piercing alot of stupid questions ><" to me, I find it damn funny.. haiz.. he is a scaredy cat =D hehehe... after his piercing, i pierced too =P now numb liao.. no feel.. hmm... not long after i reach home, was on msn... then this stupid leon, one of my ex colleague, msn mi.
Leon: "it's about time you get out of that slack life. if you keep thinking to yourself you are useless, hopeless and helpless and hope a miracle happen, you will forever be so. you should be spending your time to change them instead of waiting for a miracle. miracle dun come without the effort put in to make it happen. either you go study or start to get a job and really work on it. everyday drink, ktv, play pool, go eat or chiong, time to get out of it le lah. Do those occasionally and it's a form of relieve from stress. Do it everyday it becomes a chore. either you become somebody or you block me from MSN. If not, I will always be like a fly hovering around you to remind you all these.
g3r: "my ass? cannot.." =.="
Leon: "not your choice. I choose to make your ass pain. haha. I got no choice also."
what the hell sia.. =.= haiz... ke lian de wo.. ass pain.. hahah... stupid leon... :( then i went down to get some stuff from one of my fren maurice.. and guess what he passed mi.. hmm..he did mi a flash.. =) nice one.. thank you so much... its so lovely.. all of my pictures that is in the flash.. hmm.. but i just wanna say, i'm sorry to treat you this way.. i don't wan you to fall in love with me.. I really wans to be alone.. hurt i am...
as my msn title goes: useless, hopeless and helpless.. you said i am acting the way i am now.. I guess you are right.. as i just wan to irritate you... Sorry.. alright.. everything is said.. and done.. I don't hate you... Thank you so much for your flash.. When i open it up, i was like, omg... thank you..
*~I'm Walking Alone~*3:47 PM
[*a dream that never ends*]
Boring~ I'm so boring~ I have no money~ to spend on my own~ ooooohh~ =X currently at home, just finished my lunch =) yesterday... hmm... oh... went to anchor point for dinner with maurice... Teppan Yaki =P bad cooking.. but missed the one that i ate in bugis a few years ago.. that was really nice.. wonder where the chief went to.. :( went for a walk at bugis and bought a "sweater look-alike" shirt. =) i like it.. costs mi 40 bucks.. =( pok gai liao..
went for ktv session at china town =D Kster!! My regular place with alvin and WOW gang.. dun get my idea wrong.. WOW = World Of Warcraft gathering... Hmm.. all are young dudes.. =P they were all the way talking about guild stuffs.. While i'm down there singing alone =D personnal concert i can say =X then i left for madam wong becoz the place is really not suitable for mi sia... all talking about game.. i'll rather go madam wong help my frens get to know girls better =D
when we reach there, we were all the way "bio-ing" for char bos =D but hmmm.. that night none of them interests my frens.. then we went to the dance floor.. dancing we were, and saw an "akua", resting her drink on our table ><" then i continue dancing and keeps pushing my fren towards the "girl". then my fren threatened to punched mi.. joking only la =P then i laugh and shunned away from them.. they continue dancing and the "girl" was dancing behind them.. then my fren talked to the "girl"..
a guy standing beside mi, came to mi and said: "you should go tell your frens that she is not a girl." i was laughing and said they know.. they just wan to di siao only =D hehehe... then enjoying with the "girl" they were.. hahaha... when i walk back to my drink, guess what, i saw gabriel!! a guy who really dotes on mi for a few years.. hmm.. seriously speaking.. regret was what i felt.. but.. everything is really too late i perhaps.. he still looks the same.. charming as usual.. I just wan to be alone now.. sorry.. all the best to him =)
My frens they all very bad.. opps... forgot to name them out.. Terry and Kevin... They went for supper when i told them i have a terrible headache and i needs to rest.. =( they ask mi stay in the car and wait.. and they really went for supper at hakim restaurant located at pasir panjang there.. =( then went home... cried hard last night.. dunno why sia.. just thinking that i am really useless.. eyes were puffy now.. like a gold fish man @@ hmm.... resting my eyes liao.. tata...
*~I'm Walking Alone~*10:29 AM
[*a dream that never ends*]
Sunday, November 20, 2005
yeah =P went to "China Doll", a KTV pub at Boat Quay with mei wei =P hehe... she is my ex colleague of a nail product company name Sugar =P cute right =D hehehe.. she is very cute ^^ we always sing "Belief-SHE"... then she always dedicate "Zhu Wo Sheng Ri Kuai Le-Landy" for mi to sing =.="
she really very noti.. haha... enjoyed the day... But kept dazing the whole night... dunno thinking about what sia.. my mind blank but all of them say my face looks like i'm thinking of something.. but i am not lor...zZzZzZ... what happened to mi.. keeps thinking that i'm useless..
dunno why... just can't trust guys.. so scary... *scared*~~ took a pic in cab on the way there too =P bo liao ma.. :) scared my blog no pics sianz =P hehee... ok la.. tired liao.. bb =D
*~I'm Walking Alone~*8:34 PM
[*a dream that never ends*]
Friday, November 18, 2005
Went out for lunch with my frenz in the afternoon but did not eat becoz not hungry ... ><" then went for snooker session with them at west coast RC =.=" And... Yeah !! I win =P hehehe... went back home and meeting my fren for dinner.. Planning to go malaysia for dinner but the time was like 8 pm.. called for the traffic forecast and reporting: heavy traffic and so on... i was like omg!!
we went out from woodlands ave 3... Jam till bout 9 pm.. ><"
was thinking of just going to east coast for dinner and then we headed there.. ordered a plate of samble sotong and plain rice =D those who knows mi well will know that i can really take chilli but not the one i took today :( damn spicy lor !! ku niang de .. dunno what the uncle use to cook the chilli sia.. damn damn damn damn spicy lor!!
cannot imagine de !!! Dulan eat half way i dun eat ><" cannot take it la.. aiyo... then went home liao.. sian hor my life.. bo bian.. now no job.. then slacking lor.. =P hehe.... thats all for today =) got to go work on my bed and have a sweet dreams ahead =D nitez..
*~I'm Walking Alone~*4:41 PM
[*a dream that never ends*]
back from malaysia and some roundings with my frenz... =D my fren hor.. ><" everyday telling mi wanna divorce with his wife... problem =.=" his wife is always giving him headaches.. i have no comments.. alright.. lets not talk about unhappiness =D hehehe... long time nv take picture liao ><" now post one ba =) hehehehe...
*~I'm Walking Alone~*3:37 PM
[*a dream that never ends*]
Thursday, November 17, 2005
| Your Inner Child Is Surprised |
 You see many things through the eyes of a child.Meaning, you're rarely cynical or jaded.You cherish all of the details in life.Easily fascinated, you enjoy experiencing new things. |
| You're an Passionate Kisser |
 For you, kissing is about all about following your urgesIf someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of storyYou can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kissesA total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble |
I find all this surveys so interesting =D full of craps i suppose... these are all meant to be seen rather than believe.. hahaha.. i suppose la.. but some are rather true =) do them and see whats got in you =P
*~I'm Walking Alone~*9:30 AM
[*a dream that never ends*]
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
| Your Birthdate: October 16 |
 You're incredibly introverted and introspective. You live inside your head.You spend a lot of alone time meditating and thinking.People see you as withdrawn, and at times they are right.You are caring and deep, but it may be difficult for you to show this side of yourself.
Your strength: Your original approach to thinking
Your weakness: You tend to shy away from others
Your power color: Pale blue
Your power symbol: Wavy line
Your power month: July |
| How You Life Your Life |
 You are honest and direct. You tell it like it is.You are always tactful and diplomatic. You let people down gently.Your friends tend to be a as quirky as you are - which is saying a lot!You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable. |
*~I'm Walking Alone~*9:40 AM
[*a dream that never ends*]
slacking at home now.. so bored.. what to do? aimlessly.. now let mi finish what i need to get first before getting back to working life =P hehe... a secret to everyone first =D but some ppl already go bao toh ppl liao =( buey steady de... not very convenient to say who and who are the ones... =X zip... next time got anything i dun tell you liao :( haiz...
wan to watch movie leh... but now its in the afternoon i feel abit crazy though =.=" hehee.... forget about it... now i very hungry.. how i wish now its in the night.. can go drinking and make myself numb again =D at least it makes mi happy =) I don't cry anymore.. I am smiling everyday =D but everyone says my smiles are so fake.. ><"
seriously speaking, what can makes mi laugh just like a happy angel? hmm... dun think so i could do it now.. Now happy go lucky isn't it :P same goes to everyone.. smile like you will never get to smile tml!! hahahaha... (i talk no sense i know.. hahaha!) pamper mi, make mi feel like a princess =D heh heh.. I will feel happy liao :) ok la.. find this post a crap.. go rest on bed liao.. piggy on the way~~ bei bei~
*~I'm Walking Alone~*6:22 AM
[*a dream that never ends*]
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
hey hey =P back from malasia ^^ went there for shopping with my best fren bubble =P woohoo.!! but did not buy anything.. ><" only bought mei zhen xiang de bacon.. =_=" but did alot of stupid acts.. =D damn funny sia =P do you know why we dare to do so? haha.. bcoz nobody knows us!! hahahaha!!!
went to look for our very good fren e33 (a malaysian) at his work place.. we knew him for around... 4 years? can't remember liao >.<" dunno the name of the place.. quite crowded though... hmm... 20 mins drive i guess.. then we headed to arcade after his work.. hmm... arcade can smoke!! heh heh.. wat a mountain tortuise i am =D then after arcade we headed to his home.. hmm.. 20 mins drive again ><" his mom damn frenly... nice! did some massage using her mom's OTO massage leg de thingy... haha...
headed to a disco... 10 mins drive.. dunno what is the name of the place also.. =.=" yucks... techno but embience not bad.. i prefer RnB =P then we headed to another disco Stephanie!! 10 mins drive again =.=" woohoo!! nice!! RnB!! hehe... but my fren bubble got banged by a guy twice deliberately ><" so angry... hmm... i wan to stamp the guy's foot liao lor... but my fren said.. see the way they dance they wanna fight with us liao.. bo bian.. there malaysia =( then we left the place and headed back to singapore.. :( sianz... sad.. sobz... thats the end :( bei bei~ :(
*~I'm Walking Alone~*7:32 PM
[*a dream that never ends*]
Monday, November 14, 2005
just came back from boat quay.. ><" went to find my fren louis and my fren was over at another pub too.. hmm... drunk was that noti louis -.-" then i was left alone.. luckily i got my fren over at another pub to keep mi company =D hmm.. fought with my ex which is wei jie aka marc... haiz.. what to say...
just holding a knife, cutting yourself does not cure the pain and hurt you brought to mi... i told you once b4, and perhaps lotsa times, over is over.. don't drag on, I'm nothing good for you.. You just need a companion.. Not mi.. Don't say you love mi anymore.. I've given up hope on guys.. I really got hurt too deeply.. Each time i say i give up, means i really gave up.. Don't turn back, lead on.. 3 years back we were together, you don't give a damn. then we got back together for 8 months.. you let it go again..
its never gonna be back again... I am never ever gonna give you a 3rd try.. don't waste my time i should say.. wan fight my frenz becoz of jealousy as i went out with them? hahaa... you are just too childish... Thats all i have to say... you really hurt mi too deep... there is no more turning back... too late... alright... today was a bad day i should say.. hmm.. spoiled my mood =( nvm.. over.. now is time to slp =P wonder how is my dearest viki enjoying at dbl O =P hehehe... ok.. wan an :)
*~I'm Walking Alone~*8:22 PM
[*a dream that never ends*]
watching tv at home now =D damn boring... yesterday was at home... nv go out... hmm... all the tius was like... going prawning, clubbing, drinking... sianz.. ><" dun feel like going out.. so just stay home and rot... nowadays slp damn early... xiao guai guai liao leh =P hehehe... today is saturday... what to do... dunno also..
hmm... got sun burn from my sentosa trip and my skin is still tearing lor.. =( got a pimple near my chin :( eeeeeeee...... humph... hen tong lor... *sayang =P kekek... a few appointments of movies, drinking.. should i ? damn lazy... =X heh heh... got to get in touch with my long lost pri sch mate !! sze yun... wow... everyone changed alot liao.. she got so many holes now and ang kong also =P hehe... hopes she discharged soon from girls home =) all the best sze yun !! leave the past behind you and walk your way through the future =D
missing the days at TWO(ex company)... great fun with you guys.. sadness and sorrows we shared.. = oh ya... congrats to the newly weds.. =D Anthony and wife, Pricila and Husband =D hehe... gong xi fa cai.. wan shi ru yi... =O wrong wrong.. xin hun mei man, yong jie tong xin !! don't forget this cute little girl here ok =P bhb... hahaa...
*~I'm Walking Alone~*9:58 AM
[*a dream that never ends*]
Friday, November 11, 2005
currently home blogging =) Went to Flare Bar to look for my ex colleagues yesterday. Went to Valley Point de pub name: Detention Room to look for my frenz.. ><" Dun wuite like the place... hehe... dunno why... just no atmosphere... sang and guess what.. the boss wan hire mi to sing!! I dun wan ><"
He got lobang... hahaha!!! I wan to sing.. But going into singing, really got to let go all things and focus... I dun think so i can take the stress.. If I'm really in to the chance, I'll give up everything... But what I'm lack of, is courage,confidence =( Thats what everyone tells mi... In whatever I do, I could do better.. I'm just lack of confidence.. =(
How I wish I have it and I can pursue my dream >< secret ="P"> Since young, my ambition is to be an air stewardess .. But bu ke neng le :( I got scar on my leg thanks to my fren de bike =( The pipe burned my leg !! *sobz..* Drop it...
Went to sentosa early in the moring at 9 =( so tiring.... enjoyed and happy ^^ thank you everyone =P so fun.. got char bor i will tell them then they will bio =D damn funny!!! Left before they do so... Went to pluck eyebrow ><" my fren came to fetch mi as he knows the lady boss of the beauty salon too ^^... hmmm... anyway, now i very tan lor.. ><"
Look like chao ta like that =( So sad... they nv bring sun tan lotion for mi ! Sobz... Now look so like black charcoal.. :( Still thinking of going for make-over session but i think now... forget it! humph... =( alright... thats all for today =P I go bath liao then meet mei wei =P my small cute cute ^^bei bei *wave*
*~I'm Walking Alone~*4:59 AM
[*a dream that never ends*]
Monday, November 07, 2005
Went for a farewell outing with the HR mates.. Hmmm... thanks for presenting yourself today and thanks for the present that you guys brought to mi =D So nice of you !!! Went to Causeway Point de Swensens and its like crazy~!
We asked a waiter whether he wans to eat ice cream or not when he is serving our order. He said: "Dowan la! Had alot already la!" hahaha!! Then I said: "Ok Good! Bao toh Manager!!" And all of us shouting: manager!! All the way throughout our swensens grabs.. =D hehee.... Thai boy keeps asking waitresses to take picture with him ><" sicko ~ hahah.. But the waitresses dun wan =P Then we proceeded on to orchard somerset by train =.=" and half way through the journey, icefish, buttcheek, mango and eddy went off ><" so bad.. =( hmm... hahah... nvm.. then the rest of us went for a movie name: Tom-Yam Goong =P Nice !! Go watch ba =D hehe...
Then I went for a drink after I went home after the show and two games of snooker... As my ex bf's frens called mi out... So i went and it was like... Hmm.... Nothing... Everything seems so different... Hahah!! I wan to tell all my frens: whats over is over.. dun broad about it anymore =P Live goes on =D Cheerios~! Good nitez...
*~I'm Walking Alone~*12:04 PM
[*a dream that never ends*]
Sunday, November 06, 2005
Now I'll start blogging since i'm free anyway :) hmm... time really flies... lotsa things happening around the world..Lotsa love and encouragement from you guys my frens... Thank you!!
Wow... nice working in edenII... But too bad... Just gotta let go... Miss you HR-ers =( Miss my dearest colleagues... And DON'T ever forget: You guys are the best that I've ever had! =D Don't worry ^^ We are still frens though =P *unless you dun regard me as one :(* kekeke... hmm... lotsa memories kept.. pictures.. gatherings... outings... Things that I've not done before, was thaught well by my colleagues.. Thank you so much... Thank you HR-ers for giving me such a nice working environment to stay on... More outings will be organised =) Don't worry =P keke...
"Treasure when you could do so... don't ever let go... Don't ever let that someone be your regret..." This is what i always wanna tell those who does not treasure me, yet coming back for me... Its too late... Chances that I've given is time for them to treasure... They dona't do so... Repent is simply a word to say but to do, it comes to them...Not denying that alot of guys fancy me but.. i just could not get on with any love life right now.. a break could do me better i perhaps...
What i did today... *think* Went for a movie with my fren. "DOOM" name of the show. The show was nasty to me as i saw red sceens... *means alot of blood ><* eeeeeeeeeee... I even covered half of my eyes when watching it... Some part of the show is like playing "Time Crisis".. >,<" then met my other fren for chat after that... boring ... -.-""" *better not visit my blog plz =X* thats all for today.. my life is so boring.. :( good nitez...
*~I'm Walking Alone~*9:50 AM
[*a dream that never ends*]