Thursday, December 29, 2005
Quoted from Leon's Blog: "It's really great to work with fun colleagues. It reminds me of my colleagues in Teckwah Online. I really miss the times together and the breaks in which we built our bonds in. It might look like we are loafing around but I tell you, it's amazing how well the bonds can be with the frequent breaks and we do talk about work during breaks okie? Ways to improve and such. It's not a drink and talk crap thing only lor.
Okie so what's past is past. I only know that I should keep in contact with the amazing people I know there. ^^"Nice to see this =) We are a bunch of naughties =S hahaha... miss those days always.. hmm... when is our next outing together ? haiz...
*~I'm Walking Alone~*3:31 PM
[*a dream that never ends*]
my family christmas present~beautiful christmas eve =) went for gathering, some sort like celebration at mym mum's place =) everyone is to bring something to share with... =) so i bought ice cream =P heh heh.. bought a present for exchange too =D played foam spray with my cousins and was like... =.=" the whole of my hair.. awws.. =( then here comes the time for lucky draw =D i got no. 10 =X hmm... its a cup =P thanks!! then went for a movie.. King Kong !! heh heh.. nice =) got a pair of earrings as christmas gift too =) thank you! stucked at cineleisure till 7 plus =X on call cab also ma fan =( finally got an on call cab.. then go home... slp like zhu zhu like that.. wake up.. 25th dec... went for dinner.. walk walk at orchard... went Kbox.. then go home liao =(
Fish n Co~!
angela's sexy face~! wahahaha!!today went Fish n Co at Jurong Point with Angela =P hmm... we were fighting with the fish that we are eating =D hahaha... fighting = trying to finish the food!! hahahaa!!! she can but i cannot =( we ordered grilled calamari and i even promoted to Angela that its damn nice... but!~ #@%@#$#$^%&#$!@!!!its not nice lor !! *sadZ*.. hmm.. then Angela came to my house =P heh heh... slack around..watch tv... talk talk.. then she went back home and i fell sick~ so fast.. =.= then i hungry.. ordered mac again =X pig right.. hahaha... eat eat eat... waiting for my macdonalds' now =D heh heh ... tata~
*~I'm Walking Alone~*12:40 AM
[*a dream that never ends*]
Saturday, December 24, 2005

hohoho!~ merry christmas!! hope the next coming year 2006 is fruitful and prosperous for everyone =) spend the last few days of year 2005 wisely =) no more in future liao =P everyday is only once in a lifetime =P heh heh~ I'll be celebrating with my family members at my mum's house =) will be back with pictures i suppose =D
*~I'm Walking Alone~*12:59 PM
[*a dream that never ends*]
Thursday, December 22, 2005




today finally at home =D went drinking for the past few days as usual.. ><" cannot drink with my frens they all... siao lang.. =.=" watching tv currently at home =D today damn guai.. reached home after lunch at IMM and coffee at West Coast Mac =D Can't get to slp.... no reason... sianz... take picure again =D It says eyes of despair.. what do you think? =P hehehe... the one in purple shirt is taken last time.. just happen to browse and found it in my old phone =D hehe..
damn bo liao... anyway, check this out.. http://www.embosscreative.com/warnerbros/exorcist/exorcistgame.html
stupid kuan... ><" bu yao yuan liang ni le~!
*~I'm Walking Alone~*2:25 AM
[*a dream that never ends*]
Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Eyes of Despair - Your soul posesses Eyes of
Despair. Life is not what it used to be for
you and you know it. Somewhere along the line
things took a turn for the worst. Whether you
made this happen, or others are responsible for
this occurance is known only unto you. You
have not given up on life just yet, but that
light within your soul is slowly fading away.
You hold to that hope as best you can but fear
that if something good does not happen soon,
you will lose it forever. You see the world in
a veil of grey. You never know what is right
and what is wrong, the two have blurred your
vision completely. Chances are, you have very
few friends at the moment, and if you do, you
push them as far away from you as you can. You
are fighting yourself and you don't know how to
stop. Someday you will find the answers that
you seek, but until then, it seems life will
only continue to hurt.
What Type of Eyes Does Your Soul Have? (girls)(pics) brought to you by Quizilla
*~I'm Walking Alone~*4:41 PM
[*a dream that never ends*]
Saturday, December 17, 2005




mi and angela~! went to meet her.. she meeting andrew at bugis.. so i went down to look for her becoz andrew leaving at 5 for work.. went for sushi.. di siao andrew about gladys~ hahaha... =X after that, andrew left.. so mi and angela went walking around in bugis.. went to take neo~ not very nice.. :( we both dun really like..
thinking of going orchard.. she bring mi go take train =D so nice of her to teach mi =D but i still dun really know how to take train la =X dun blame mi~~ then we went for pool at cine..my fren came to find mi for awhile.. then comes angela's bf =D first time see him.. not bad lor =P before he leave still have to kiss angela's forehead ><" er xin.. =P
then my fren went off to fetch a lady~ then mi and angela went walking around at heeren... leg pain liao.. take train home... but half way,my fre call.. ask mi get down he fetch us.. then we drop at raffles.. fetched angela to clementi.. then we went off for dinner at west coast and went for ktv session.. they all siao de.. ><" drink until like there's no tml =.=" drinking shots all the way.. ><" heng i nv play with them if not.. i think ... omg ><" cannot think.. hahaha...
*~I'm Walking Alone~*11:00 PM
[*a dream that never ends*]



anthony's wedding~ heh heh.. wore a red dress and a black trans-loosen shawl... i like that dress alot =D spend the amount of money on it pains my heart :(
*~I'm Walking Alone~*10:52 PM
[*a dream that never ends*]
sorry for not updating my blog.. as i've no pictures to put up ma.. lolx... this few says have been drinking every night.. making myself drunk... haiz.. i dunno why... just mood swing again i perhaps... :(
I hope my mood swing goes away.. thats very bad for all of my frens.. they have to tolerate.. :( haiz.. thank you guys for your understanding.. I really have a very bad temper.. that is what i cannot handle.. I've lost my emotions.. my feelings and everything..
after times of failure in love, i dun think so i have to put in any trust for it at the time being.. So i would rather stay single for the moment.. until i really think time is right.. i will not wan others to hurt mi.. i does not wan to hurt others by rejecting too.. enjoy drinking in the nights..
be it smiling.. grieving.. :) as long as i'm occupied.. i will always be the happiest angel =D heh heh~ long time no see le my dearest buddy le :( hope she is doing fine =) miss ya lots~!
*~I'm Walking Alone~*2:11 PM
[*a dream that never ends*]
Tuesday, December 13, 2005





yeh hey yeh hey yeh hey ~!! start from sat..went to Kster with a big lots of frens =P hehehe... then went home after drink~ saw alot of long-time-no-see de frens... Some change, some nv =P still same old look and style =P went home after drinking =.= seh~
went for pris de wedding on sunday =D all eden staffs and ex eden staffs were present =D yeah !! took a few pics =D like my hair style done that day at my regular salon =P nice nice~ I like that hairstyle =D not so "chao lao"(Old Look-ing).. heh heh ~ wore quite simple that day =D Congratualations to the newly wedds =)All the best and take care of my pris well ok teacher? LoLx...
As for yesterday, went for a drink at club st de gemmill lane with gladys and her fren andrew.. Baby Dolls.. nice name =) Atmosphere wise... hmm.. not bad... wait for song damn long.. so those who purely wanna sing, please go other places.. hahaha...But Sad.. my dear angela went JB..*Sobz..* Wednesday then come back!! See you soon Angela =P Miss ya~!
*~I'm Walking Alone~*4:19 PM
[*a dream that never ends*]
Saturday, December 10, 2005

You are a subtle flirt!
It's all about just being yourself! You are a
natural at this game! Your guy probably doesn't
know it, but he's being reeled in by your
innocent charm. Your intimate conversations
consist of casual chat, occasional glances, and
that oh so gorgeous smile of yours! I guess
sometimes nice girls finish first!
What's your flirting style? brought to you by Quizilla
*~I'm Walking Alone~*3:00 AM
[*a dream that never ends*]
together with angela, gladys and her bf Jin Jie.. hahaha... met 6.30pm at westmall de taxi stand.. wait for Jin Jie to reach at 7.45pm.. met Jian Peng.. MOS burger drink, talk cock slack around... when they finish eating, went to Exortic liao lor =)sing~ drink~ take picture~ di siao siao~ play pool~ talk cock~ overall, fun =D hehehe... first time met Jin Jie.. hmm... very big eyes.. haha.. lovely couple =P all the best =D next time then post the pictures of the both of them =P hehe.. ok.. thats all for tonight.. tired... my bed~~
*~I'm Walking Alone~*2:35 AM
[*a dream that never ends*]
Thursday, December 08, 2005





remember i went to family chalet last week? here are the photos =D damn funny on the bbq night =D celebrating my bro and my biao ge's birthday =D
*~I'm Walking Alone~*2:17 AM
[*a dream that never ends*]
went for steamboat with my fellow sec sch mates.. =P hehehe... they damn funny lor ... i ate a little.. full liao =( then they continue eating~ then they suggested going for a chill or something.. so we went boat quay..
guess where we go =.= Chocolate Bar.. Damn alot of malays lor ><" all my ex sch mates look very young.. so i lied to the boulser we 13,15,16,17 and 18... total 6 person.. the boulser blur.. haha... then check IC.. haha... but nv check mine becoz i say i no IC!! hahaha.. then the boulser say wan go in go in lor =P then i went in.. it was so quiet ><" then we played pool, then shake shake shake to the beat =P then drink...
hmm.. quite bo liao though.. but sandy has got some problem with her bf so i stayed back with her alone.. the rest went home first... sandy seh already so she ask for water.. she drank 4 -5 cups =.= damn alot lor.. she high tide all the way.. running for toilet =P i drank vodka sprite headache sia.. i cannot drink vodka de =( will headache.. then came back home in big big rain.. long time nv meet them liao.. felt distanced.. but i still feel the same old sch days =D hehehe.. thanks!!
and to Sandy: dun cling on to the relationship if you think the person is nv gonna love you just like how he did when you first met him.. I believe your future is not him... Get on girl =) As for photos, i will update another day =D tata~
*~I'm Walking Alone~*2:04 AM
[*a dream that never ends*]
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
watched a vcd today at home when i woke up in the afternoon =P then my bro's fren jio mi pak mahjong... and guess what.. its only 4 blks away from my home to the place for mahjong =D then i went over for a game.. and i lost 22 bucks :( sobx... nvm... this time i pay my school fees.. next time they pay mi!! :( haiz..
went kster for singing again... this time round with my bro's frenz.. sang and play pool all the way =) thats all for tonight.. still deciding on whether to go for Laren's wake.. Its at singapore casket.. hmm... haiz.. What a sad story to hear my fren death.. life is living to the fullest.. dun live with regrets.. Rest in peace Laren.. Grieving..
*~I'm Walking Alone~*3:25 AM
[*a dream that never ends*]
Sunday, December 04, 2005


above are 2 pictures that are taken during the ktv session that night with my ex colleages that are just sent to mi today =.=" thanks viki!~
*~I'm Walking Alone~*9:10 PM
[*a dream that never ends*]
heh heh~ I'm back from chalet liao ^^ so sian at the chalet... =( so great to be home.. =D currently at home... no programs later yet.. talking about chalet.. its for my mum's side family =D stupid idea though... but damn long no family chalet liao.. now book liao feel so damn boring... whole of 3 days nothing to do.. eat... swim... mahjong-ing... watching tv and most important of all, waiting for some kind-hearted to get up and let mi slp =( no place to slp lor.. the place is so zhai(small)..
went out for the first night.. to Kster with Pauson(ah li), Jonni, WeiZhi and Weiming.. Sing only one song =D then went back to chalet lor.. Second night, My cousin Benson and my bro came down.. they are so called, highlights of the day =D my cousin Benson birthday on the 3rd of Dec.. My bro's is on the 4th of Dec.. haha.. so qiao =D celebrate during this chalet outing lor =D nan de leh!! take pictures.. waiting for my cousin to upload the pics.. happy birthday to you my bro and my cousin Benson =D
Hmm..went out in the late night also.. to the Macdonalds'.. my fren and his frens came down to find mi for supper.. in the end, reach there, my fren not eating .. =.=" Went back to the chalet with my fren, my auntie ask mi take over and the time was already like 6 in the morning =.=" play until the round finish, send fren out to take a cab, then i went back to the chalet liao =P bath liao then slp =D my beloved mummy no place slp =( ke lian de.. =P hehehe..
sad news to recieve when i'm at the chalet on friday.. news recieved: Hey.. Laren passed away.. Bike accident.. Drink and drive.. I'm so sad.. one of their fren ah bui die this year too.. July if i'm not wrong.. Also bike accident.. Self skidded.. now is Laren.. saddening.. May god be with him and condolences to his family and frens.. I dropped tears though.. you will always be remembered.. Thanks for your concerns during the period when i've totally lost myself.. sorry that i did not heed your advice to try getting back with him.. I'm so so sorry..
*~I'm Walking Alone~*8:44 PM
[*a dream that never ends*]
Friday, December 02, 2005

went for chicken little with Viki and bf JR, Alvin & wife, lastly my fren =P hehehe... damn funny show =D dun miss it guys!! i find the chicken little so cute and adorable~ and if you would have eatched the show, alien's kid you should know.. its the cutest! i took it for real as a baby~ damn cute!!! I cannot tahan... still can remember how it looks like and sounds like!! hahaha... Although i love pigs but not the one in the show :( not cute to mi... heh heh.. saw viki de dear le! finally =D not bad... very "si wen" =P hen hao.. treat my dearest viki good man JR =)dun ever let her down.. Its hard for a girl to really believe in love when she is deeply injured by her previous one... may god be with her, may you be her guardian angel =)
went pubbing, Cha Xuan, at Bukit Pasoh.. Boring place.. so we went to our regular place : Kster china town =P Together with Jonni, wei yuan, weiming and wei zhi =D saw ah hulk-"ah do" and fren.. nice place.. really feel so homely when i'm there.. becoz most of the ppl there i know =D hehehe... Once again, that is a family karoake =) prefer sitting hall rather than room :( becoz room only can hear our own singing.. hall can listen to un-known singers who some sings well =P hmmm... thats all or tonight i guess =P for the next few days, i'm gonna be at east coast de family chalet till monday =P good nitez =D
*~I'm Walking Alone~*3:59 AM
[*a dream that never ends*]
Thursday, December 01, 2005


a gathering at clementi with my ex colleagues!! yeah ^^ so fun =D me and viki met up with charmaine and alvin.. then desmond and wife came.. after our dinner, we met leon and headed for Kbox to exchange our talents in singing =P hahahaa... so fun.. sing until sore throat liao :( then here comes another alvin tan JL.. heh heh.. overall, good :D all damn long time no see le.. asking each other de plans for future..
Then comes Mandy!! met her once at a ktv session in the past too ^^ I name her "Man Li" from now onwards =D hehehe... oh ya.. talking about singing.. hmm... Leon sang a song : Ai Xiang Sui - Zhou Hua jian There is a line which sings: "ai le ni~ yong jing wo quan xin quan li~" but.. Leon sang: "Zai le ni(slaughter you)~, yong jin wo quan xin quan li~" Damn funny lor !! Kaoz.. We were laughing like hell lor..
Went for supper at clementi central de Kopitiam.. Had the nice Laksa that i ate b4 =P hehe.. viki say the laksa de gravy is thick enough, can cure her throat.. good =P but i think... hmm.... hard la... hahaha... she's having heavy cough and flu.. poor viki~ sayang.. :P then Man Li was asking alvin about drafting a business model (if i'm not wrong).. hahaha... Man Li thinks that she can hand in her business plan without doing any homework =.=" oh.. Man Li is currently schling =P hehehe...
Tml we will be meeting up for Chicken Little =P Don't forget =D no fly aeroplane ok? =P miss you guys so much =P come out some other time for the rest who are not free for tml =P but today quite bad.. recieve 2 "BOMB" = wedding invitation from raizt :( congratulations anyway.. will confirm whether i'll be going again.. and desmond's church wedding also =.= congratulations to you too.. hmm..this month total = 4 bombs.. *cries out loud~* more pictures to be uploaded later =P "waiting for viki to send mi =D*
*~I'm Walking Alone~*4:02 AM
[*a dream that never ends*]