Saturday, December 17, 2005
sorry for not updating my blog.. as i've no pictures to put up ma.. lolx... this few says have been drinking every night.. making myself drunk... haiz.. i dunno why... just mood swing again i perhaps... :(
I hope my mood swing goes away.. thats very bad for all of my frens.. they have to tolerate.. :( haiz.. thank you guys for your understanding.. I really have a very bad temper.. that is what i cannot handle.. I've lost my emotions.. my feelings and everything..
after times of failure in love, i dun think so i have to put in any trust for it at the time being.. So i would rather stay single for the moment.. until i really think time is right.. i will not wan others to hurt mi.. i does not wan to hurt others by rejecting too.. enjoy drinking in the nights..
be it smiling.. grieving.. :) as long as i'm occupied.. i will always be the happiest angel =D heh heh~ long time no see le my dearest buddy le :( hope she is doing fine =) miss ya lots~!
*~I'm Walking Alone~*2:11 PM
[*a dream that never ends*]